"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."

-The Perks of Being a Wallflower

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<Sometimes>

It’s like I never knew you, and you never knew me.

<Sometimes>

I think about trying to put my foot back in the door, but I assumes it’s so far closed that you’ll have to open it back up. And with that, I just wait for you to try.

<Sometimes>

I wish for a miracle, but those are only things I read about in books, and see on movie screens.

<Sometimes>

I think that I’ll miss you, but it’s hard to miss someone who wasn’t ever there.

<Sometimes>

I wish that I could have said all the things to you that I wanted to say and you needed to hear. But that won’t ever happen. Because you won’t listen and I won’t speak up.

<Sometimes>
I wish I would have said “Goodbye,” just so you knew that it’s the end. 

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trophic:

~Giveaway~

Ok so I did this giveaway about 2 weeks ago and I picked a winner but for some reason they declined the phone! Weird! So I’m doing it again because I am determined to give it away to someone who wants it :-)

The reason I’m doing it is because I got a new iPhone 4s for Christmas and I have no need for this one any more, so I want to give it away so someone else can enjoy it :-)

You could win~

  • An iPhone 4 (with all the plugs and headphones etc)
  • A cassette tape style case and also a Keep Calm and Carry On case

Rules~

  • Reblog as many times as you like (likes don’t count sorry :~[)
  • You don’t have to follow me but if you did that would be awesome: http://trophic.tumblr.com/
  • I will pick the winner using a random name generator
  • I will ship internationally so even if you live on the other side of the world to me I will get it to you somehow!
  • This giveaway will end on the 10th of February

Good luck! :-)

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I actually did it...

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Track 10 from Wicked
"Seven Years (cover)" by NeverShoutNever!
"Dreamers" by Push Play
"Give My Regards to Broadway" by Judy Garland
"Where Does the Good Go?" by Tegan and Sara
"Such Great Heights" by Confide
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
The one that I'll be happy to spend forever with, hopefully I won't have to meet anyone new for that.
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
“My father and mother remained at home. Lindsey stayed in her room.” From The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
4) What do you think about most?
How much I mess up.
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"I doubt I will tell them how great I am..."
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
mhm
7) What's your strangest talent?
My sixth and seventh senses. Both used for picking up peculiarities about other people.
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls make me want to run away screaming. Boys also make me want to run away, but no screaming.
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
yes
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
I don't remember, but I wish I did.
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
Bones.
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Sadly, yes.
13) What's your religion?
None.
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Walking and looking. Experiencing.
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind it. Easy :
)
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
No answer.
17) What was the last lie you told?
I'm okay.
18) Do you believe in karma?
Sorta
19) What does your URL mean?
That I'm lonely and just want someone to say hello?
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
My greatest weakness is that I do not have a greatest strength and I understand words.
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
Johnny Depp and Rachel McAdams
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Haha, yes
23) How do you vent your anger?
Very poorly.
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
I used to have one of bouncy balls, Now it's this collection of mistakes.
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Between the two, phone.
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
Not exactly.
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Yelling; rain
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
"What if I'd stayed knowing what I know now..."
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Yes to both, but the the Scooby Doo versions.
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Right:
notes for AP English Left: Pillow
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
Cold.
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Haha,.
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
East.
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Not sure...
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
To live.
36) Define Art.
Impossible. "Beautiful Insanity"
37) Do you believe in luck?
Kinda
38) What's the weather like right now?
Crisp and cold.
39) What time is it?
11:
37 pm
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Yes; Backed into the mailmans car... don't hate.
41) What was the last book you read?
And finished? Little Bee. I'm reading 4 or 5 right now though.
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Yep
43) Do you have any nicknames?
a couple
44) What was the last movie you saw?
Something on LMN
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
Wood through the heel of my foot
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
No, but I've had a few land on me.
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
Music is always my obsession.
48) What's your sexual orientation?
Happy. (:
(bi-sexual)
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Probably
50) Do you believe in magic?
Not the kind your asking about.
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
Kinda, yeah...
52) What is your astrological sign?
Sagittarius
53) Do you save money or spend it?
A bit of both.
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
Uhh, Big Red
55) Love or lust?
Love.
56) In a relationship?
No
57) How many relationships have you had?
One real one. About 5 others
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No... :
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59) Where were you yesterday?
School/Ryan's/home/moms house/dads house
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
Yes
62) What's your favorite animal?
couldn't tell you
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
I just talk to them. I'm different than most people. That's all I need.
64) Where is your best friend?
Texting me from his room.
65) Spit or swallow?(;
Neither.
66) What is your heritage?
n/a (Cherokee I think...)
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Sleeping.
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
The same as mine.
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
Nope.
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Maybe.
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Save the dog. Fuck your boss.
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
A) I tell no one
B) I go to Paris and NYC
C) Death is no biggie to me.
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
Trust. Because what is love without trust?
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
I'm not sure
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
Nice try.
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Hope, trust, and love.
77) How can I win your heart?
Bake me something sweet and hold me by a fire.
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Of course.
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
To say yes.
80) What size shoes do you where?
7
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
Olivia Karis Hart
11/29/93 - x/x/xx
"I am not afraid."
82) What is your favorite word?
Hope.
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
Hart - my last name.
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
Umm
85) What's the last song you listened to?
"The Left Side of Everywhere" by Sleeping with Sirens
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
Black&White (must be together)
87) What is your current desktop picture?
One I made on line of various black flowers on a white background
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
Why would I do that? Just because I don't like people doesn't mean I'd kill them
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
Do you want him back?
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Get a bat.
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
To fly
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
The last half hour of my grandmothers life. So that I might tell her what I need to.
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
None.
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
None, unless they love me. I don't hand out sex..
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
NYC or Paris
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
Yes
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
When I was a baby
98) Ever been on a plane?
Uh huh
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Love is the movement of life.
100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.
Idk.

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Don't be afraid to be yourself.

Reblog and bold what applies to you.

  • I’m loud. 
  • I’m sarcastic.
  • I cry easily. 
  • I have a bad temper. 
  • I’m easy to get along with.
  • I have more enemies than friends.
  • I’ve smoked.  
  • I drink coffee.
  • I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

  • I wear makeup. 
  • I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
  • I wear contacts. 
  • I wear glasses.
  • I have braces.
  • I change my hair color often.
  • I have a piercing. 
  • I have small feet.

Relationships:

  • I’m in a relationship now. 
  • I’m single.
  • I’m crushin’. 
  • I’ve missed an ex before.
  • I’m always scared of being hurt.
  • I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
  • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. 
  • I’ve been in love more than two times. 
  • I believe in love at first sight.

Friendships:

  • I have best friends.
  • I have at least ten REAL friends. 
  • I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
  • I’ve beaten up a friend. 
  • I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
  • I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

  • I’ve been on a plane.
  • I’ve taken a taxi.
  • I’ve taken a city bus. 
  • I’ve taken a school bus.
  • I’ve made a speech.
  • I’ve been in some sort of club.
  • I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

Music:

  • I listen to R&B.
  • I listen to pop.
  • I listen to techno.
  • I listen to rock. 
  • I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
  • I download music.
  • I buy CD’s. 

Family Life:

  • I get along with both of my parents for the most part.
  • My biological parents are still together. 
  • I have at least one brother.
  • I have at least one sister.
  • I’ve been kicked out of the house.
  • I’ve ran away from my home.
  • I’ve sworn at my parents.
  • I’ve made my parents cry.
  • I’ve lied to my parents.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
  • I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
  • I cant lie to my parents.

Hair:

  • I’ve been brown.
  • I’ve had streaks.
  • I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve been blonde. 
  • I’ve had black. 
  • I’ve been red.
  • I’ve been light brown.
  • I use conditioner.
  • I’ve curled my hair.
  • I’ve straightened my hair. 

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Sometimes, I remember that you are still everything I ever wanted…

And sometimes this is the best feeling in the world. To feel your arms around me and know that for those few moments, I am safe and happy. That in those few moments of being in your arms, I am more free than I ever was without that cage. 
And sometimes this is the worst feeling in the world. Because I know that I am in a way, addicted to you because of this. I know that no matter how many promise’s are made, in due time and all reality. I will never have you. 
Am I in love? No. I’ve had real love. It was nothing but sorrow and bi-polar emotions… I’m far past infatuated though. Hell, I’d even say I like you.  

You are not good for me. And I am far to low for you. I didn’t really believe in “levels,” the ones people talk about all the time. “She’s not even close to your level, how are you with her?” Those levels, no. But then, I begin to see what it truly means.
Levels are not a beauty standard, or a ranking system. Being on a different level makes you no better or worse than the bum on the train sitting next to you on your way to work. They’re about personality, mentality, determination, maturity, and most important. Capacity.
You are subconsciously placed on a level, based on your capacity of love. 

And I do not share your capacity. 

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